Hopeless

Its been a though week for me
My marks really suck
=.=
so very expected.After all, just like what my mum said : Nicole. You are plain lazy.
Yes I am......... for I did not study enough.
Not to mention the fact that 'I can go die' if I didn't get straight A's
The weekend before intervensi 3, she dragged the whole family to Kedah, where my grandpa was.
He apparently had fractured his hip and was recuperating there...
He looked healthy, constantly hinting that he was fine. Wanting us to go back to KL.
Which I would like. BecaUSE of a few reasons.
Such as:
The need to hit the books for the last-minute cramming session I always have.
The fact that the time taken to travel there was 6 hours ++ not included toilet breaks, lunch stops, etc.
I missed band practice.. Clearly I am not so very-joyful about it.
I mean. Mr Koh came. He gave scores. They planned alotta events without me , which I knew a few days later. Husna told me that Mr Koh are making random juniors do solo performances at the tennis court . I missed it all...
I sms-ed Clarie to ask what happened during practise.
She replied me with one and a half text message.
Shesh.
The following is really how it was in the car when we were starting the journey
Tilting your head would be kind of necessary



Stupid and amature-ish.
I still don't have a decent camera
My first ever time trying to record something with my phone. This is one of the many I made.
=,=; I must say ...it is pathetic.

(changing topic)

Did I mention that Algebra was fun? =3
(okay... completely random)
I need help... possibly flute therapy. Or swimming. Or going jungle tracking and purposely getting lost. Something to get me away from Her.
Anything to get me away.
Before she drains all my self-confidence. And I'll start emo-ing. Anti-socialing. And not to mention converting me into the extreme introvert I was ,once a long time ago.
w/e
I'm fine...