existing

To know death is to feel it,

To be alive is another miracle.

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The random strands of hair were obstructing her view, she gingerly placed them back, tucked behind her ear. A tell-tale tear was giving away her emotions. Nothing could hide her worn face,

she wasn't only tired, she was ..... complicated.

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That, is the only thing running through my brain now. Not in the mood to be positive. The above random things were swimming through my brain. Just to be an outlet, somehow.

I feel like cursing.

>__<

But really, I'm not the cursing type.

Ifoundit. =)

Found the laptop. yeahh!!!

None of you can ever believe where she hid it. It was at the tea-table drawer..

Beside the original place where the laptop was. ==
My mum and my sisters were lying sprawled all over the clean balcony floor.

The renovations are done. At least that's what I think.

Now there are french doors, making the balcony another room.

It actually echoes.

My mum doesn't really care if I touch the laptop now.

She's more concerned about her new balcony makeover.

I'm trying to copy scores from the net, since there is no possible method of printing them.

Copied "Somewhere Over The Rainbow". Now attempting to copy "Habanera -from Carmen"

Its with a piano accompaniment, so I'm obviously having trouble with bass clefts.

Piano parts are hard for me. obviously
Went to the book fair at KLCC, Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre.Not Suria KLCC.

Bought a few good books. Got my dad's birthday present and my mum's cookbooks.

Hmm.

Just came back from the upstairs neighbours, sons, birthday party.

Met a few other people who stayed at Phase 3.

And to Harshiah or Syam, if any of you are reading this. There were no cute guys there kay?

Maybe because I excused myself early, Isabelle was freaking out. So I had to volunteer.

I left mum at the party, socializing with her newfound friends.

On my study timetable, today I have to study English.

But I didn't, and I will. Soon

XD

I officially hate someone.....

I really cannot believe how freaked out my mum is about PMR.
Can anybody believe that she purposely hid two laptops?
Yeah... now I'm typing from the desktop. The extremely slow and retarded desktop.
Sighs*
If any of you think that I hate that particular person because of the laptops.
No. It doesn't have anything to do with computers.

Yesterday was Friday...
Band practice day. As I have said in the before post , I will never, ever practice at home.
And I was desperate for practice. So I went, four people came.
No surprise there.
Mr Koh wasn't surprised either.
Yeah, our instructor stayed back.
He was there 'spectating' us. It was creepy.
Then he told me that there is a good flute teacher near The Curve.
And that teacher was Ave Maria Convent's instructor.
Yes, I admit I got over-excited when I heard about it.
Plus, he said that teacher wasn't that pricey.
So, when my mum came to pick me up from band, I told her.
She literally cursed me....
Not excluding, an attempt to make me break into tears.
Ahhhh. w/e
Then, when I was lying down/resting on my bed.
She thought I was sulking because I couldn't watch TV.
......
I'm gonna be back studying. So I wont be posting for quite a while.
I have a feeling that next week won't be so pleasant.

My adventure~ sitting down

Oh wow.
I am so bored.
That really doesn't seem alien now.
I feel like murdering someone . Someone like my lil sis.
I still can't believe at the tender age of 10 someone can be as spiteful as she is.
Anyway, I can bet you that she will read this post, as well as many others.
She has this problem with other people's privacy
0_0
and I still have to live under he same roof with her.

ohgreatjustgreatveryverygreatstupendouslygreat.

Anyway, moving on to better things
such as :
Isabelle's art class yesterday.

I am so thankful her 2 week picture was finally completed.

At first there were only yellow lilies, then her teacher said it looked bare ,so there came the batch of pink ones .

I was staring at her paint.
And then, her nice teacher told me to try sketching. So, I did.
And this is mine.

If it really is that bad, its an orang-utan.
My lines suck.....
The strokes were not smooth enough actually.
Plus I didn't have a good eraser
So there goes a perfectly good piece of art block...

Pics~ of my day

This is a picture of a very cool looking plaster I have. I still have like five of these. I used one when Isabelle literally dug her nails into my skin. Need I say more?

Below, is a picture/experiment, using the black and white effect. A rubiks cube isn't supposed to be so colourless. XD
A picture of my new file. ^^; Yeah, it's orange. Got it yesterday, along with Jane's birthday present.

Notice the rubiks in colour?

XD
Yeah.. today had a dentist appointment.

My dentist is all the way at Melawati. Pretty far from where I stay .
Ohyeah, Jane, if you are reading this, this is an early birthday prezzie for you.
Sorry it isn't exactly black with purple. I didn't have a decent black pen with me, so bear with the grey

>___<

Tomorrow is Jane's birthday. Hopefully she has a great/stupendous/happy birthday.

Happy Early Birthday Jane!!

Well...

It is kinda sad that my birthday is a long way to go.

'Ello?

It seems almost everyone is 15.

Lemme remain young. XD

I'm addicted

Yes I am.

I admit shamelessly, that I <3 this game

Ever since Isabelle found it, I have been stuck with it.

Lessee, HERE's THE LINK

=http://www.eyezmaze.com/

Try all the GROW games.

They are soo fun!

The graphics are not that bad

I'm not done with the game above yet. It's GROW island, if I'm not mistaken.

Lalalalala 0_0

Better try to finish it.

XD

Report- update~

Ahahahaha this was my phone background for almost one month. I liked it that much.

So many things to talk about

Number one.

From today onwards, I will not practice my flute at home,

at least not anywhere near my mum.

I don't like her

>_<

Well,that was today.

Yesterday.Sunday.

I woke up at ten in the morning, and the party was at twelve.

I woke up so late and I still had to cook eggs, ham and sausages for my family's Sunday outdoor breakfast....which is at the poolside.....which is barely ten steps away from my condo block

In the end, I changed in 5 minutes and combed my hair in the car

=,=

Not only that, my parents decided that they could fool around with the GPS in my mum's phone.

So, all I could hear was "recalculating""recalculating""recalculating"

Annoying##

So, when I finally reached Pavillion. It was a few minutes before twelve.

And the party STARTS at twelve... and they dropped me off at the other side of Pavillion.

So I had to run up 3 or 4 escalators and walk to the opposite side.

And I finally reach TGIF.

Ate a lot of food.

Played pass the parcel, and limbo.

Went to Times bookstore, which was beside TGIF.

Watched District 9

It is an 18+ show.

Lotsa gore+ blood+aliens.

Its quite good actually.

After all its 'Peter Jackson presents'

XD .Peter Jackson didn't actually direct it. But it was still good.

These two pictures were taken with my phone

It was after we went to Times. I was tired+bored, when I took it.

It's still at Pavillion.

XD.

Here is the Birthday Girl, nERYSSA.

I like her hat. I would like it better if it wasn't pink.

That is my piece of cake. It was delicious.... the icing especially.

That's a butterfly, and the hole in the middle was caused by the candle.

Then there's Saturday.

Ahhh.....

I was so happy.

=D

Mr. Koh actually praised me.

During the rehearsal earlier that day, he scolded me for being unprepared.

This was my situation:

Woke up at 6a.m.

Followed Amanda to her school.

Studied KH at the canteen alone.

When practise started, around 8:30

Miss Winnie asked me if I could perform. At first I only wanted to be a 'helper' or an usher or something.

In the end Zkay convinced that I had 6 hours of practise for 3 songs ,which were:

-Let's Rock

-Beauty and the Beast

-Amazing Grace , my last minute solo piece with piano

Yeah... all the songs were for beginners. So 6 hours were enough.

Just that I performed and my parents didn't come to see me perform. Everybody's parents were there... almost everybody.

I asked my mum if she wanted to see the recording. She was like :NO

That is how supportive my mum is.

why?

A(H1N1)

Up to today. Actually up to 8a.m. today.

There are already 56 people dead.

Isn't this a good reason to close down all the schools?

Or do they have to wait for a few hundred to die?

Hello.

Did anyone forget that children are one of the 'high risk' people?

sTill, 56 is a big number.

s t u p i d

...

The form three's have 1 more paper to go.

KH

ohjoytheresonlyonepaperleft.

KH is going to ruin my weekend.

There's going to be intensive revision on accounts

=,=

'fun'

On saturday, which is tomorrow, I['m going to attend/help out/evaluate the concert the form 1,2 and 4's, not to mention, Jane-jane's gonna perform. XD

Heard the flute piece is going to be Amazing Grace.

That song.. no offence, but it's not a challenge. at all.

Then on sunday, there is Neryssa's birthday party.

At pavillion. ^w^. Finally, a time to have fun.

Gonna watch District 9 with 'em

yessss

Teri. This is for you. ;D

Yep.

You mentioned you have never seen pink lillies before.

Feast your eyes.

=D

They bloomed at my house.

In that bucket.

XD

I must admit.

The bucket doesn't suit those flowers though.

They were for Isabelle's art class.

So today would be the last day I'll be seeing them.

They ARE just flowers.

I've made 3 paragraphs of the short story , which I had intentions of handing it in for the short stories book Miss/Mizz?? Sara mentioned to us at the assembly yesterday.

For some reason, this story is kindof dark.

I've never written 'dark' stories. As far as I remember, that is.

bISCUIT hEAven ♥

Thank you again Clarie + Clarie's mummy
For saving me those cookies and brownies =3
I'm eating a moderation.
How?
At least 1 per day?
I don't think I can resist it XD
I already ate 2 ½ cookies.
The ½ was for my youngest sis.
I am so generous .... nOt
XD
Don't worry. I didn't gobble whole pack of cookies.
But I will.
Eventually.

Fasting

Since Mei Wern decided to fast from internet.
She told me the purpose of it. And that you can fast on anything.
What I decided was
STORYBOOKS
gasps*
Barely alive now
No purpose of living T_T
My list of temptations (so far):
1. The 30++ books that were newly bought from the warehouse sale.

Well yeah.
Its only one.
But it is hard to resist.
>__<

Dan Brown's new book is coming out soon.
After PMR I guess.
Read-fest. I'm on my way.
BOOKS.. NEED BOOKS,....
LOLZ..