PrOcRasTiNAtion

That word is very bad

XD

My mum seems more stressed than I am for the Trials.

Panicking every minute .likely.

Now she has a bad sore throat and can barely speak.

And she still can scream and do whatever it takes to make me study..

Isabelle's at art class, so my mum followed her, or not I wouldn't be blogging

August 15

There's a concert for the juniors to perform.

Joey has to do solo, if Zkay doesn't perform for flute.

Was deciding which song to play.

She wanted an easy song

How easy?

Think 'Mary had a little lamb'

A three note song. =,=

Then we settled for Canon in D.

Duet if Sze K goes with her..

Or not its a solo

kesian~

I Want to perform.

Not for me to decide.

August 1

Clarie's birthday party.

Can't go.

T.T

aLL the cookies.

kimbab.

kimchi

browniesssss

~hungry

i wish i could go.

not only because of all the food ( which is btw verrry good)

Ever since the start of the year I was asking her when I could go to her house.

See her house, her doggie, her room, her piano, her alto saxaphone, basically her stuff.

I still wanna go

Don't u get it?

Symptoms :

Being constantly distant.

Being silent.

Having nothing to say at all.

Often staring into blank spaces.

Wanting to avoid everyone.

Recently, there is an addition...

Slamming doors

and an increase of anger/hatred

not to mention my temper has been running out.... fast.

To get things straight,

I did not choose to act like this. My body responds to emotions that way.

Yes, I do wish I could act as my cheery-happy self every single day of my life.

But no.

okay??

So friends who have been affected, sorry.

I'll recover in a few days..........

Until then, please bear with my odd behaviour.

There are 353 results supporting your query... WTH

Looking for music scores again..
Pretty upset that I could not go to Clarie's party.
I was looking reforward to it. And I wanted to see her dog. And her house and her room.
I've gotta admit... I feel sooo left out when everyone else kept talking about her party.
>__<



My mum suggested we go to SOULed OUT for dinner last Saturday. Its this place in Hartamas,it has a kindof Al-fresco ambience. The food there is a definately good. I personally recommend the lamb shank there.
I didn't manage to snap any pics of the food. We were too hungry. XD
Mainly because my dad made me go jogging with him for 4.6 kilometers.=,=
Stamina has decreased rapidly ever since band didn't do marching.
I better go do my homework.

The Art of... cutting/serving fruit

About 10 minutes ago, I was summoned by Her Highness. To cut/slaughter/ eat partially the two pears in the fridge..

It reminded me of that time at Husna's house, where her adorable younger sibling asked her to help peel a pear for her. In the end.. no one found any knife in that house.

Whereintheworld did they keep those stuff?

The sweet nectar drop of the fruit flowed down her finger

No it didn't flow neither did it exist in a drop.

After I was finished with it, the entire hand was covered with sticky pear juice.

>__<

Hopeless

Its been a though week for me
My marks really suck
=.=
so very expected.After all, just like what my mum said : Nicole. You are plain lazy.
Yes I am......... for I did not study enough.
Not to mention the fact that 'I can go die' if I didn't get straight A's
The weekend before intervensi 3, she dragged the whole family to Kedah, where my grandpa was.
He apparently had fractured his hip and was recuperating there...
He looked healthy, constantly hinting that he was fine. Wanting us to go back to KL.
Which I would like. BecaUSE of a few reasons.
Such as:
The need to hit the books for the last-minute cramming session I always have.
The fact that the time taken to travel there was 6 hours ++ not included toilet breaks, lunch stops, etc.
I missed band practice.. Clearly I am not so very-joyful about it.
I mean. Mr Koh came. He gave scores. They planned alotta events without me , which I knew a few days later. Husna told me that Mr Koh are making random juniors do solo performances at the tennis court . I missed it all...
I sms-ed Clarie to ask what happened during practise.
She replied me with one and a half text message.
Shesh.
The following is really how it was in the car when we were starting the journey
Tilting your head would be kind of necessary



Stupid and amature-ish.
I still don't have a decent camera
My first ever time trying to record something with my phone. This is one of the many I made.
=,=; I must say ...it is pathetic.

(changing topic)

Did I mention that Algebra was fun? =3
(okay... completely random)
I need help... possibly flute therapy. Or swimming. Or going jungle tracking and purposely getting lost. Something to get me away from Her.
Anything to get me away.
Before she drains all my self-confidence. And I'll start emo-ing. Anti-socialing. And not to mention converting me into the extreme introvert I was ,once a long time ago.
w/e
I'm fine...

How to start the semester( part 2)

Yess

Intervensi 3 is finally over

I was happy

WAS

all thanks to some person

who shall not be named

who reminded me of all the exams we still have to do

For some unknown reason

I felt ok with the AGM today

I already knew the results 1 day in advance

so I had time to get over it.

and make the best out of it

=D

I cannot wait to eat Clarie's mummy's cookies

XD

They are

crumbly

crunchy

sweet

delicous

stuff

My flute had water marks on it today

Amanda's as good as dead now

if she wasn't sick+sleeping