Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Extremely pure pain

HAHA , recently found out that most of my friends think I am unable to be sad/angry.
And when I think of it again, its most probably because of Her, and things that had happened to me for the past few months.
Seems that I just can't cry any longer, I can barely force tears out of me, I even looked at the positive angle when people were B-talking me . Yep, I am that  pathetic.
You think you can talk about me that way about my flaws, in that way? Well think again, I don't give people like you the satisfaction of seeing me hurt and affected by your stupid attempts.
I am human after all, don't say you aren't . So please STOP being such a bum and look at your sad life and weep, cause mine is tons better, better cause you aren't there ruining every bit of it.

Well

The last time I remember sobbing my eyes out was when I realised I was stupid.....
stupid enough to even have hopes and dreams about being together forever.
stupid enough to miss you.
stupid enough to even fall for you.

So very stupid, but why I sobbed was not because of all that, it was because I felt guilty, I felt so guilty that I had made someone cry over me, miss me, and get hurt along the way. It was also because I figured not all guys are as sensitive as you are, or would have cared about anyone else more than me at that moment.

How many guys do you know would stand in the rain for you, calling your name
If the certain someone I mentioned is reading this, I want to say I am truly sorry