Accents

I grew up in Kuantan
a place that was so peaceful
and had no traffic jams =)

I had a private playhouse back then XD
Me, being so possessive, had only let 'exclusive' members in, keeping my parents and my grandparents out.
I made my mum and dad bring food for me
all the way to the back yard where my playhouse was.
I didn't want to go out.
It had a fan,carpet, my very own coffee table and mini plastic chairs.
Don't get me wrong.
That place didn't have running water nor electricity.
The only way the fan operated was through a series of extension plugs/wires.

Then in the afternoon
There was tea time >__< (yes the veeerrryyy childish type)

My sisters and I imitated those cockney accents

serving tea to teddy bears
The situation was similar to this:

N: Sir Cuddles, would you like a cup of English Earl?

Oh, you would? Shall you have one cube of sugar or two?

Then my little sisters would join in.

If any of you are rather unclear of what I was doing in the above paragraph

I was talking to my teddy

XD

in a very englishy accent

and the best part was..

I learnt it all on tv

lol

yep

that was my first experience imitating an accent

it was hilarious whan my father showed me a recording of myself doing it

btw that recording was never to be found again

(grins evilly)

The wait... I will be patient

I don't think that I will ever get to go anywhere

Referring to the above statement

What I mean is one word

one very bad word

the word that no Form 3 would like to hear

yes

PMR

I would have to sadly announce that I am not able to participate in the cinema outing

T_____T

nOt that I don't want to

I just can't

But keep in mind that I like watching movies with you people

=3

after PMR we celebrate kay??

Who wants to come?

XD

<getting all excited even when we haven't sat 4 exam yet>

Sorry~

This post

is dedicated to my friends

who had to put up with my annoying behavior for the past few days

especially when my hand got worse

I have to admit

I was not acting normal for the past few days

So sorry again.

>___<

Sorry

because I didn't do my best today

I screwed up

AGAIN

It's simple

I have no idea what's wrong with me

Its just that something is wrong

and I'm not sure what

Mum

for some reason

let me stay at home

so here I am blogging

she'll personally murder me if she finds out

Owh yeah...

I got the notes for 'Hajimari no Yokan' now

I want 'Amuritha' now

Nilllaaaa....

XD

Pain... I shall endure

Nooooo!!!
The Anugerah Cemerlang performance in front of the school is tomorrow
and
Saturday is
the real day

and my stupid wrist still hurts
so
every time I practice
it's like


PAIN
>____<
its so darn annoying
having the intention to be hardworking
and
not doing it.

well...
what to do

Today,
I had something to ponder on....

think about for quite a while
as Jane-jane quoted

"I'm not made for music"

I mean
cmon you play the trumpet and the piano
how can you not be "made" for music

She answered something like this

"I just like music and not love it"

really
I don't get it
=.=
(howlamecanIbe)

I learnt a new word yesterday
expressionism
=a style in art ,music, or drama in which the artist or the writer tries to tries to express the inner world of emotion rather than external reality
stolen from the dictionary XP

0_0
really
that is deep

What I have learnt :

when playing music.
you can't just play all the black dots on your scores correctly
all the right timing. the right rhythm. the right tone. the right note
its about you in the song

translating emotions into
a language that can be felt when heard

passion
>___<

Curses...

My stupid hand is now bandaged.

It looks really bad.

And my writing looks like worms wriggling on the page of my book.

I can just stare at my flute. and my colour pencils and NoT use them.

I'm not very happy about that.

I need a new arm/hand >__<

I really need/want to find the notes for "Hajimari no yokan"

And its no where on the net.

I downloaded a program that can somehow transfer YouTube videos into a midi format.

But my mum deleted it.

And I got an awful scolding after that.

So sorry Jane-Jane.

My dad came back for the weekends.

And he helped assemble all the new furniture for my sister's room and the study room my mum bought.

I can already guess why my mum insisted on new furniture.

Which accumalated to

err...

RM4000++

After the wind orchestra finals yesterday. I went back at like 8-ish.

For some reason the bus was delayed =,=

And both of my parents picked me up

and started to tell me that I have to sleep in the other room.

and not with my sisters . which is a good thing . and a bad thing.

Couldn't bluetooth the pictures in yet.

Either the phone or the laptop that's cacated.

And btw.

TKC WON

not that I like the fact they won.

but I did like the song choice.

The Disney theme .... cute

but the trumpet intonation really sucked >_____>

You should really see how the trophy looks like

It was so nice comparing to our

small

little

wooden

one

When the president of that band held that trophy.

I really thought she would have dropped it.

It looked really heavy.

Did I mention they got the Best Conductor too

(adds to misery)

And one more thing.

I'm gonna not like the rehearsal..one bit

1 flute can't possibly be as loud as 10 flutes

T__T

My mum actually didn't allow me to go

and I had to convince her that it didn't hurt that badly any longer.

It worked... I guess.

Isabelle asked me to go X-ray my arm.

thinking that I fractured it or something

XD

Well...

I'm not supposed to be on the computer now

I was supposed to finish the activities I had to do for May AND June.

Clearly, I'm using the computer.

XD

I went all over the place looking for music scores

to the depths of the Internet

I only could bookmark them. I couldn't print them. It's so sad.

I went finding for ' The Flight of The Bumblebee'

It was more like comitting suicide. It was so hard.>___<

There was this 8 year-old girl in YouTube who played that song.

Terer gila...

And she's grade 8...

An 8 year-old, grade 8?

T__T

I'm fifteen this year and I'm grade-less.

This is sad.

Plus my left wrist is killing me.

Clearly my stamina has decreased

How to start the semester( part 1)

I really don't feel so well.

For starters,

my mum found out about my... not-so-acceptable marks .. i did NOT fail >__<

the best part was

it was the Intervensi 2 marks. Where I got 5o-something for my BM.

that was a D not an E.

And as you can can guess, she wasn't very happy about it.

Next -->

The interview for the 2009/2010 band comittee member thing

>____<

I am truthfully really, really, really happy for my position now. Which is

= NORMAL MEMBER

But I will most probably be section leader. Considering ,I'm the only candidate.

Mr. Koh, .. I can still remember him lecturing us about what a section leader does.

The list was mighty long.

Anyway ,on the same day, there's gonna be a rehearsal

watched by our coach. I don't think he's going to be happy about it.

We're probably going to get another long lecture

T__T

My stupid arm hurts

so does my finger joints.

I will suffer at this rate.

Fine XD

I'm supposed to post a few pictures of myself

I don't have any that I look nice in

=,=;

I will get you for this Pui Yee

..........

I will

keep to my word

(WHY IN THE WORLD DID I AGREE TO YOU??!!)

T__T

This was when I still had my camera

before it ... died.

This was taken last, last year or was it three years ago at my Aunt's house during CNY.

See those bag straps?

Yeah.. one was mine and the other was Isabelle's

And that out-of-place necklace?

That's Isabelle's too

>___<

This was in Hong Kong last year ,was trying to smile. After a 2+ hour airplane ride I was kinda exhausted.

Amanda took this picture. Not me. By the way, I was wearing 2 jackets there.

And this was also in Hong Kong, at Victoria Peak. See me smiling?

It wasn't really a smile

More like " It's so freezing cold here, and I can't feel my fingers"

Cold. Definately

Happy NOW??

My first time in Art Friends

It seemed she had stepped into Wonderland

Art Wonderland

XD

I was so thrilled when I first stepped in that very store

How thrilled?

To further describe imagine this situation:

A sweetooth in The Land of Candy

Actually I would like to go there too =3

=)

TO ALL ARTISTS:

This is a MUST VISIT when you ever go to The Gardens

My first time there was to get canvas for my sister the budding artist. Who just started acrylic painting.

It was so fun

^^

The Outing =D

I had a great time today. Went bowling with my friends

Those who participated were:

Pui Yee

Melanie

Kok Yan

and of course

Kay Yi

Luckily

They didn't bring any guys along

;)

Pictures (WHICH WEREN'T VERY SUCCESFUL)

Speciment 1# Kok Yan taken by Pui Yee

Speciment 2# Kay Yi

<creating her masterpiece out of Chilli sauce>

Speciment 3# Yarlini

<>

XD

Speciment 4# Pui Yee

(munching on fries)

this was the only pic I managed to take of her

SADLY

I didn't get a picture of Mel

=(

Anyway...

Imanagedtogetaveryimpotantsomething

=D

smiles all round

I finally got my long awaited colour pencils

YAY!!

And Pui Yee

I'm taking that vow yeah

No guys for a month kay?

What my new phone can do ^^

Behold=
It A M A Z E S me.

<although its a hand-me-down>

Maybe because it has a camera built-in

(YES. Its my first camera phone) =D

I've bluetooth-ing all the songs in a few days back.

Now I have alot of songs in there.

Been takin lots of pictures too. Couldn't upload any. Something's terribly wrong with the bluetooth device in the computer today. Now I can't get rid of all my dad's old "Rome Vacation" photos.

That's a total different story about my dad's "vacation" which almost got my sisters and I stranded at my aunt's house for a month of so. Which by the way, didn't really work out with my mum.

Thank goodness.

(sighs of relief) =)

Today,... err, yesterday. My parents went to Nilai, leaving all their daughters with their aunt, who decided to seperate Isabelle from Amanda and me.

We had vegetarian for lunch. It really amazes me how they make vegetarian prawn. o_O

I mean how do they get the "prawn taste"?

My aunt's family was going for an overnight vacation at Le Meridien. Therefore dragging Men-Men, and me for a four hour vacation.

What I did was actually consume a large amount of their food supply. XD

I watched them swim the swimming pools, letting them bake in the sun.

I swear it was 42 degrees celsius.

I sat on a random banister. Before that, I actually took an effort to lug my science book and do notes. Then. I got distracted. And started taking photos.

XD

Some of the pictures were actually kind of nice.

After the swimming, all of us which were

aunt+ uncle+ Hazel+ Esther+ Sara + Manda+ me

=7 people

got squashed into one puny room =.=

There was this guy who walked past us, looking at us semacam- saja. I bet he must be thinking

"Wow, this couple has 5 kids. And all of them are girls"

LOL. It was a rather okay day. Considering that I had time to sketch.

=3

My dad is STAYING??

Yesterday, after a dinner at my aunt's house. My sis and I found out why my Dad had to go out for a last-minute meeting.

I could tell , that my sister isn't very okay about it too .

This is how she told me

" Che- che, dad's staying. He might be getting a job here." >_<

And I was there with my jaw open, for ... quite a while.

My mum's kind of overjoyed with the news. I mean who can blame her? She's like, a single mum here. Plus, she has problems with their relationship. I really can't blame for being blinded in her own fantasies.

While I am not so enthusiastic about him staying. I'm happy for my mum and all. Yet, I still do not like it. I feel selfish. Not wanting my mum to be happy

Why I do not want him here.

He has not been here long enough to even see us grow.

He has no concept of cleanliness < the mess>

Now I know why is is he a manager. He manages. Not does it.

He has a temper. Worst than my mum's

My excuses are lame. I know. =,=. I'm just scared they get into fights more often.

Which I'm scared of.

What I scribbled XD

I am very, very, very bored. Unfortunately, there aren't any pictures to prove it.

My cameraaaaa T_T

When I'm bored, I tend to do write. Not exactly write. The words are illegible. Only I can read them. XD

Maybe its like that to protect my privacy from "some certain people"

E.g. My sis. my incredibly annoying, kepochi, sis.

So this is what I , err, scribbled

The sun rays,

penetrating,

the very soul,

hurt by its warmth,

its glory,

smiling down at us...

I have no idea what inspired me ....

Here's another one

The blade unsheathed,

Slitting one's wrist,

one,

with no will,

no purpose to live,

ultimately,

the reason not to exist.

Again, I have no idea what I'm writting. Maybe this is what happens when I'm stuck with a pen and paper.

It scurried,

out of its little hole,

looking around,

with eyes full of innocence,

hungry for attention,

in a world full of darkness

I am clearly, random.

Why.....

I don't feel so good. Maybe its because of a certain someone. Which I think is never going to read this lame blog of mine.

Let me post what's running through my mind right now.

• Because. Its just because. That immensely stupid person who just won't get out from my already crammed mind. Its like a little voice calling to me...>_<
• What in the world am I supposed to do now?
• I'll have to go jogging soon <glances at clock>
• My camera is completely in the graveyard now I'm stuck..... camera-less
• I want to go New Zealand too... Bring me along Jane-jane
• Furthermore... I would love to sleep. Again. Zzzzzzz

I'm completely sick of it... So leave me ALONE..

What a sprained back can do...

Yes.

My mum has sprained her back. =,=

It happened like this.

She was cleaning the aquarium, 2 aquariums. Then all of the sudden *CRACK*.

She sprained her back. It was early in the morning, so I have to take over everything in the house. Including cooking. She said her wasn't in a good condition already before the back incident.

GAH > _ <

I don't like it one bit.

I'm lazy.

And I like it that way

XD

I really can't wait for next Monday.

I'm going to meet my friends, which I haven't met in a long(x10) time

Plus, I'm gonna see a few other people.

My social calender isn't that packed yet.

Mainly because I thought that there was going to be intensive practice for band. (yea right)

In the end, all I'm left with is a bunch of stuff to do.

Blogging will have to wait.

I guess?

YaY

Check out more Myspace layouts at pYzam.

My first post.

=3

YESSSSSSS!

I CAN FINALLY DO ALL THE CRAPPY THINGS I WANTED TO DO.

XDXDXDXDXD

The hols are rather dull. So I've decided to do stuff (to make me complain less about boredom)

Things I have learnt so far( in three days)

1. Learnt how to bake
2. Learnt that decorating cupcakes aren't all that easy. < I have multi-coloured stains on my hand to prove it>
3. To do research . More research. No harm done.
4. That practice makes perfect.
5. My mum. Wait make it my mum and Dad, will do anything to get me to do everything
6. I can hurt anyone with anything when I am completely pissed.
7. It completely sucks when you are waiting for your exam results. To me its like waiting to DIE. T-T
8. How useful a screwdriver can be. I dismanteled a music box to see what was broken, thinking that I could fix it. Obviously, in the end, I didn't fix it, not that I couldn't. It was just scrap metal in the end. > -<

To think that today is only the THIRD day.

I am ALREADY freaking out for that lisan we have to do after the hols.

Paranoia has struck again. To ruin my nice holiday.

Just great.